Being raised a witness and being one for most of my adult life has made me feel weird.
Welcome to the weird and wonderful world of exJWs.
Any one else hear about some special thing you can watch or read from the WT site for people to come back in the org going on this month? My mother was urging me to go and watch it.
More importantly, WT Corporation wants your money to come back to the org. They're cutting bethelites, special pioneers, and construction projects because the money seems to be drying up.